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Jul. 24th, 2008 @ 10:17 am My Yen was out of Yang
Or Vice Versa since I can never tell the two apart it's like not really being sure which side of the mirror is real and which is just a slightly darker reflection dare to face the mirrors two against each other and the reflection is cyclic and darker with each trip they're to hear.

But anyways...

Dang my body crashed big time 30 hours of fever and chills with no warning almost delerium and so much anger pent up over time or perhaps frustrations and vivid nightmares way beyond anything Wes Craven could put to film all centered around past failures and things not finished and endless tireades and I think to myself Eternity would be maddening.

Unless you could forget.

How lucky can I get?

Do you Understand me Now?

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Date:July 25th, 2008 02:26 am (UTC)

Hope You're Feeling A LOT Better Now...

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Dang...any clue what got you down??? It's summer: stuff like that's not supposed to be out and about this time of year.

Cool video: I love those oldies. Gah, they are now, aren't they??? But not me, man! ;o)

As for Eternity being maddening unless one can forget...well, one can. More precisely, you can choose exactly that and escape here to get away from remembering more than a lifetime's worth of crap. *sigh* Not me; I'm afflicted by a magickal memory that predates this universe and contains a lot of frustration and anger, unfinished business, failures, and so on...I'm at the point where I can't hide from myself even if I wanted to (I don't, really, even when I don't like what I see). Maybe you're approaching that point, and the fever dream was inoculating you. Or maybe it was just a fever dream. :o) Whichever, I wish your blessings will number more than your nightmares.
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Date:July 25th, 2008 03:29 am (UTC)

Sometimes dreams are that and nothing more.

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The Fever Thing has been going on for some time I think since I had my shoulder surgery plus I'm just exhausted.

It's a mystery it hits me for a few days and goes away then hits me again out of the blue but my lab works is fine.

Probobly just Malaria or something...

Stress dreams tend to hit me when I am worn out but they pass.

How ya doing? Get any rain?
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Date:July 25th, 2008 08:19 am (UTC)

Re: Sometimes dreams are that and nothing more.

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Wonder if they left a sponge in or something? :o(

Hang in there. Be kind to yourself. Did I mention that you seem to be an overachiever and probably could benefit from some recreational laziness? ;o)

I'm being <a href="http://tlilpotonquili.livejournal.com/4137.html>cyberstalked</a> by a delusional former coworker! I feel so special. [sarcasm] Not too much rain here, just one good downpour this afternoon. We could have used a lot more, but south of here got inundated.
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Date:July 25th, 2008 08:21 am (UTC)

Re: Sometimes dreams are that and nothing more.

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Lets try that link again.
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Date:July 25th, 2008 01:49 pm (UTC)

I have the Video!

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LOL Not a sponge Bob in site!

They did it with a scope and I just have to tiny slits like I was bit by an Anaconda on the shoulder...

I haven't had a good stalker for sometime now.

You get a star and know how jealous I am of all the attention you're getting!