For two days now I've woken up slightly panicked because I can't think of anything to try and be clever about.
It feels weird.
I've woken up this way before but usually after I had some coffee or glanced at the Paper or TV I'd have a thought but things are different. I keep seeing more and more people involved in whatever the heck has been going on now for what seems forever and I don't want to let anyone down but seriously I just can't think of a thing.
Maybe it's how it's meant to be I dunno but I do know My Stepson get's Married this Saturday to Amanda, and people are coming into town for the wedding and this house is slightly a wreck and the Other one is a big big time mess and my wife will be extremely embarrassed if I do not get things cleaned up.
I might actually be embarrassed to lol so I will now return to reality and get some actual work done.
If something pops in my head I'll be sure and take notes but something inside me has changed.
I cannot explain it.
I did in a flash undestand a cosmic joke this morning but I will not give away the punch line because I suspect that there are only a few people close to the original founder that know that truth and it is not for me to speculate on.
Sorry! and Thanks to everyone especially the ones not in the Light.