| Dec. 26th, 2009 @ 03:06 pm Kobayashi Maru |
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In Star Trek lore, a Starfleet Academy student named James T. Kirk was scheduled to face an unrecoverable disaster scenario known as the "Kobayashi Maru." The test was to see how the individual would handle command during an escalating disaster even past the point of complete failure. The computer simulation was rigged such that no matter what the student did, he would fail. Kirk looked at this scenario and decided he wasn't going to accept even simulated failure, so he hacked into the computer that was to run the simulation and reprogrammed it so he could win. We, collectively as humanoids, are facing a similar situation. Our reality has been hijacked, our language and our very minds hacked into and made to serve a purpose other than our own. We can't win under this scenario. So we have to reprogram our reality to make a win possible.
I've hinted in the past that this Universe is a vast information system. When I was about 13 years old, I had a series of dreams in which I met a man who was the caretaker of a vast complex of buildings on a pristine world. All that seemed to be there was this one complex, the rest was just the most beautiful Earthlike planet ever, only it had two moons. Inside the complex, only a little of which was I allowed to see at this time, was a vast data system. He called it a Library, and I was soon able to return there Astrally (4D) at will. After a couple of years, he told me that he would not be there when I came again, and also revealed that he was an AI. He gave me a gift and told me to keep it in the Astral until I needed it. I did. I never saw him again.
Some time later, I was exploring some concepts whilst "rising on the planes" and came to a place where I could see a flat plane with a cone skipping over it. It had the appearance of colorlessness, but when viewed very closely, myriad colors could be seen. This feature I associate with with the Aethyric planes of 5D and above. As I watched, I noticed that everywhere the cone touched the plane, something changed. Immediately, I thought of a disk drive. Being the inquisitive sort, I took control of the cone and had it read something and then write something else to the same location. Things felt really weird, so I had it write back what had been there originally, and the weird feeling went away. I experimented with this quite a bit, and soon came to understand that at this level, one has direct read/write access to everything, at any time. It was literally the database known as the Akashic Record.
Not long after that, I was meditating on the Sefirah, thinking about how each vibrates a different "frequency" and "meaning." As I was meditating, the scene shifted and space twisted so that the Sefirah were like horns arrayed around the surface of a single-surfaced manifold, and I could see the interference patterns they formed creating manifest matter and energy and movements like time and motion and state changes. There were 11 Sefirah in my model, including Da'ath. About a year later, I read an article that posited 11 dimensions, and I went "AHA! Emitter Array!" *
Over the next few years, I explored each of these systems carefully, trying to learn about them. Be thankful that I had a background with computers, so before I conducted any experiments, I always made a backup copy...using my access key to the Library facility...which was a good thing because having the ability to do a flash-restore was needed a few times. The systems were all running completely unattended and seemed to have been like that for a very long time. Other than the caretaker at the Library who gave me his key and disappeared, I never encountered another entity in my many excursions to these facilities. I became frustrated at my inability to learn more than the very basics about these systems because my puny human brain could not hold enough information to even begin a proper pattern-analysis...these things were just too vast.
A few years ago, whilst visiting the Library, I chanced upon a corner of one room I hadn't seen before, and found a machine disconnected, covered up, and pushed off into the corner.** A fat cable lay outstretched on the floor pointed toward the disconnected machine, as if it had once been connected to it and had been hastily removed and dropped. I queried the Library about the disconnected machine, and I was told "that is the Interface." "The interface to what?" "The Interface to everything." The image that came was of the Akashic Record and the Emitter Array. "Is it broken?" "No." "Why is it disconnected?" "It was disconnected before the Founders left." "Why?" "A test." "Ah! What happens if I plug it back in?" "Then this facility again controls the other processes, which currently are running in an automatic mode." I had recently been thinking that the Universe had an irregular, hitchy feel to it like a computer that is running out of memory, so I uncovered the Interface, rolled it back over to the cable, and sure enough, found a receptacle for the plug-end. The Interface woke up, and the hitchy, klunky feeling went away. Woohoo! When I returned to normal perception, I noticed few changes at first, but then a few causal events broke surface, and I started to notice that truth was coming out more easily, lies were becoming more apparent, and karma was coming home to roost more quickly and more clearly than before. The sophistication of active AI control over the basic physical system was working!
Recently I was introduced to some materials from Wingmakers.com that included a model of reality that posits an artificial control system over the lower planes of existence. The more I poked and prodded at it, the more I realized its similarity to a computer virus that hijacks the functions of its host system. Combined with my personal knowledge of the engineering brilliance of and sudden twist to the dark side taken by the entity known as "Anu" *** in the Wingmakers material, I would not be at all surprised to find that just such a hack was done.
I know for a fact that at one point, this was a brilliant naturally evolving Universe and I expected all good things from it, and then "Anus" (my little twist) decided he didn't want to wait for the humanoids to evolve because he wanted to play with them - well, the girls mostly - right away, and once started, the degeneracy escalated quickly. So I believe we can expect that the underlying, properly structured Universe remains in place and is still functioning. I think that might have been demonstrated by my experience with the Library and the positive effects of restoring a disabled function.
It was submitted to me by a friend of mine that 4D is compromised, heavily infiltrated by whatever this illusion is. I'll buy that in part...there are a LOT of problems in the Astral, but it is not totally compromised. If the test is whether the assistance one gets from an entity encourages or teaches about God-consciousness (what the Wingmakers' material refers to as the Sovereign Integral), then I have received a great deal of help and encouragement toward integrating that God-consciousness both in myself and in the world from Astral friends, most notably my Angel, my Demon, the original entity I identified as Ea/Enki (not the later one; there was a subtle shift between first and second encounters - the second was a hijack!) and the caretaker of the Library. Without them, I would not be who I am today, and I might not be alive at all, since they encouraged and supported me when everything else in the world was attacking me. So my advice to my fellow searchers is to be careful in Astral, trust, but verify, verify, verify and be ready to kick to the curb anything you encounter there on the first false note (and don't wait for a second - what's valid will come back around, what's invalid will whine and lay a guilt trip on you).
Then it was submitted to me that 5D was better. 5D is what I call the Aethyric, and my experience of it indicates that some of the control systems exist there, but I never ran into another entity. The fact that a control system exists there immediately puts in solidly into the bucket with the rest of the co-opted planes. I was thinking about how you could tell whether a plane was in the hijacked set and I was studying the mathematical models of the dimensions**** as I was doing this, and I realized that a computer program needs mathematical models to run, even if it is a virus hijacking a universe! We know this hijack is sophisticated, and we know that it draws on near-absolute knowledge of everything a person knows, thinks, and feels in order to better manipulate them, so we can assume that a LOT of planes are included in the hijack, or those of us who can access the higher dimensions would more easily throw off the illusions.
But we also know that the control is NOT PERFECT. We can break free at least momentarily. We can perceive its manipulations if we learn what to look for. So we also know, by extension, that there is some point at which the control system is not fully overriding the base Universe, probably at the point at which there is a dimension that is difficult to mathematically model and also is either seldom interactive with the 3D, or it is filtered through a dimension that is well-controlled.
I immediately thought of the Veil, the separation of "manifest" and "unmanifest" Sefirah in the Kabbalistic Tree of LIfe, and the fact that Da'at is not only in the unmanifest group, it is almost completely hidden, a "shadow" Sefirah in many interpretations, and "is the location (the mystical state) where all ten sephirot in the Tree of Life are united as one." It is "located" on the Middle Pillar directly between Tiferet, the seat of the Love (the Heart), and Keter, the Crown or manifest aspect of the Godhead (the Head), and Da'at is also said to "displace" Keter. We know that Love is one of the most corrupted of the heart virtues. It is bisected by the Veil, so the "Heart" is disconnected from the "Head." "Because Daat signifies the unity of all Sephirot, a very few Kaballists believe it was associated with the New Testament demon, Legion, before they fell, or a polar opposite of it." Hello. I'll call that a pattern-match. We now know where "Anus" lives and where we are really being held prisoner. (We are emanated from Keter in true form, captured in Da'at, and re-emanated in corrupted form to the lower worlds.)
Now the evidence is that the corruption is through-going in the lower dimensions, the false control systems are very sophisticated, and the "height" at which the corruption finally breaks down is "on" the Veil, so it is difficult to access even to very advanced adepts. BUT it is only HALF compromised! Which means this is the vulnerable spot in "Anus' " plan. Here's where we begin the process of rewriting our reality to win the Kobayashi Maru scenario. But we can't get there!
Yes we can, indirectly. Something I've learned about the way this Universe works is that everything has a set of associated harmonics. If you can affect one of the harmonic nodes, you can affect the source. The harmonic nodes of Da'at is 4D...the partially compromised Astral 4D plane and the Sefirah Tiferet. Through the Astral and through the heart...through the two things we've been conditioned to distrust the most.
Who's with me? Will and will; wing and Wing!
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* Of note is the design of the Tarot card "Lust" in the Thoth Tarot deck:
In this card are shown 10 horns (10 Sefirah, Keter and Da'at are considered to be shadows of one another, or Da'at is considered to be all 10 Sefirah expressed in Unity). Ten Sefirah in regular order above the veil, with an 11th "fallen" into the "blood" and 10 Sefirah below the veil in disarray, scattered amongst the bodies of the dead. And the central characters, BABALON and the Beast upon which she rides, a corruption of the art of Love into Lust...and the pendulous rein, which takes the form of the loop of the Ankh, the loop of the Anunaki true genetic structure that should have been ours (and with it lifespans of reasonable length to allow progress in wisdom as a species), which also evokes the Möbius strip, a one-surfaced object. The advice associated with this card is "Balance against each thought its exact opposite! For the Marriage of these is the Annihilation of Illusion." This is the metaphysical equivalent of a "divide by zero" error. YES: it could break a false algorithm by confusing the subroutines that watch thoughts and predict actions and outcomes.
** Understand that these are all SYMBOLIC representations, not concrete objects, that provide a user-interface that can be manipulated by a being with limited senses.
*** Anu. In the Wingmakers' mythology, this is the king of the Anunaki (variously spelled in the Wingmakers' materials, spelled correctly here). They fail to understand that An is a title, not a name. An [ahn] means "God (in a humbled, or serving form)." An-u [ahn-ooo pronounced in distinct syllables, not "noo"] (correctly spelled here) means "God's service in descent," or "God's service in the Underworld." Underworld is 3D, the lowest dimension one can obtain and still have any real interactive possibilities. An of the Anunaki was a "son" of the original entity who most closely matches the personality and behavior of the Wingmakers' Anu.
**** References:
Spissitude
Fourth Dimension
Flatland
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