| Jan. 26th, 2009 @ 06:20 pm Reel Words |
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Words are indeed necessary,
if only to avoid talking to myself...
My thoughts weren't translating into words properly I had pondered on Christmas morn like seeing an image in your mind and trying to describe it and it all comes crashing down in the three space confining us so many words out there some never meant to be taken literially and so many unspoken that should be shouted like the call of Timber that surrounds the tree that falls in the woods without anyone hearing it...
I fall down I get back up.
It's a habit.
I tried to skate by letting the vids talk and low and behold Imma Jinx apparently.
YouTube stuff that had been up for years hundreds of thousands of hits and boom I post them and blink and they get removed.
I've been working my butt off so Alive Alive Alive I can leave the house a few hours a day and have been trying to get the mother's of one of my wife's caregivers mobile home set up and permitted and all the many things she needs to do before she can move in and fix my cabin and trailer so I can rent them out again and pay off some old bills from around the time I rolled the truck and scrambled my head...
Things don't get paid by themselves or just go away it's frustrating knowing I have back all my skills more or less and could actually work if only I had an attention span beyond what is in front of me and there goes that scarecrow again muttering something about a brain.
Ignorance really was bliss when I get bored enough I read the words from then and smile it seemed so simple just keep moving and everything will be ok...
In Reality,
everything is OK.
Be Well. |
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